2 years later...

It's been two years since I've blogged on Eblogger. I've tried maintaining an events blog on tumblr but that's gone down the hole as well haha I guess I'm not the kind of person to reflect on the past much....I find it really slows me down. I used to be quite the dreamer about my aspirations for the future however over the past two years, reality has truly hit me fast and hard, right in the face, I might add, so much so that I feel as if I don't have the time nor luxury to think too far into the future. I guess I'm the 'live in the present' kind of gal now.

The past two years of being a cadet at UBS has really changed my outlook on life as well as my expectations of life...I'm ashamed and pained to acknowledge that I have been drifting further and further away from God and hence my existence has kind of become a bit meaningless. How can I have meaning in life if all I dain to do is to be, think and believe in the present.

Again...I've started writing in this blog JUST before my exams are over and just before I head overseas on a much deserved holiday. I've got my finance one coming up on Wednesday but the weather these days has been so stifling hot that all the body wants to do is to murder the mind and eat some icecream!

PS: Even though iI constantly preach the need for icecream in the journey to overcome stress...I'm not much of a fan of icecream and rarely eat it! AH I'm such a pot calling the kettle black :(

Anyway, I'll just stop myself from continuing this meaningless banter.

All the best,

Lancy